TWENTY NINTH INSTALMENT — by Emily on

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Jay was not there when I got back. It was lucky for me. When he did get home he just looked at me. Jay never usually made a fuss or did anyt...

TWENTY EIGHTH INSTALMENT — by Emily on

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It was such a hard night I kept seeing Nigel's coffin over and over and over again each time I closed my eyes.  My baby would not stop k...

TWENTY SEVENTH INSTALMENT — by Emily on

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I stayed with Mum for a few more days and finally Jay decided to call me. "When are you coming back?" He didn't ask how I was ...

TWENTY SIXTH INSTALMENT — by Emily on

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Jay woke me up at mid morning. I was getting big. This day Jay said "let's go bowling" this was so strange as we only e...

TWENTY FIFTH INSTALMENT — by Emily on

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Over the coming months the beatings got worse. But Jay got smart and wouldn't touch my face. I am going to run you through these over th...

TWENTY FOURTH INSTALMENT — by Emily on

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The next morning after everyone had left the house Jay and I got up. Jay wanted to go out and I reminded him I had to speak with Alice. Jay ...

TWENTY THIRD INSTALMENT — by Emily on

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I stood in front of my dressing table staring at myself in the mirror. I had my school uniform on. I was contemplating the day I had ahead o...

TWENTY SECOND INSTALMENT — by Emily on

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One the drive home not much was said between Mum and myself. I remember looking out the window and thinking to myself how and I going to do ...

TWENTY FIRST INSTALMENT — by Emily on

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I finally introduced Jay to my Mum. Let's just say she wasn't to happy when we turned up in a hotted up car and she found out I was ...